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One day, I will grow to love myself. I will find an inner peace so pure, so beautiful that I will only know of happiness. All of the hurt will be left behind in the past where it belongs.

I'm empty and aching and I don't know why
Counting the cars on the New Jersey turnpike
They've all gone to look for America

All of my regret
Will wash away somehow
But I can not forget
The way I feel right now

Loneliness is the human condition.
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